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I am amazing. I am amazing. I am amazing.
I have the prettiest eyes in the fucking world. I have a beautiful body. I am a beautiful person. I am funny. I have a great personality. I'm usually pretty nice.
I am FUCKING amazing!!!!!!!!!!
you are a complete idiot. you will never, in your life time, have someone like me ever again. Everything in my room reminds me of you. The pencil, the teddy bear, the tee-shirt, the boxers, the notes you wrote me,my bed, the necklace, the candy, the ashlee simpson shirt/poster/ticket, that bubble gum we always chewed, my lip gloss, my fear before jacket, across the street from my house that night of spring break, every FUCKING song I LISTEN TO I have listened to with you.
why did you try to hide things from me? you did that a lot. about who you hung out with. about letters conleigh sent you. about everything. i love how you told me so much bullshit. "you know, i would give the world to you" "i love you so much baby dolllllllllll" "i want to be with you forever. you mean everything to me" " you're my best friend" then the lies.. "do you even want to go out anymore?" "yeah..do you? "yeah.." at the begining of the conversation that you broke up with me in. whatever. I can't be friends with you, you ruined everything we could have had. I am never, in my life, talking to you again. I never want to see you again, but I know I will. But I will just pretend I don't see you. seriously I don't even know why this hurts me so much. I like the way you're acting like it doesn't even bother you, like i was just another girl, like you knew we werent going to last. I like the way the night you told me we shouldn't talk on the phone everynight because we would get bored is the night everything started going downhill. you never called me again. the last kiss we shared you barely even kissed me back. you are never going to hold my hand again, you are never going to touch me again, you are never going to kiss me again. I have never cried this much in the matter of two days. I have never been this hurt before. you seriously meant everything to me. you were my best friend. I'm sorry you led me on and I fell so in love with you. maybe next time, with the next girl, you shouldn't do that. you're just going to make her feel how i feel now and that feels like i want to die. I am definitely over reacting. you just meant the world to me. and now that's gone. why did you do this? we had something amazing. I lied. I would do anything for us to be how we use to be.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I have the prettiest eyes in the fucking world. I have a beautiful body. I am a beautiful person. I am funny. I have a great personality. I'm usually pretty nice.
I am FUCKING amazing!!!!!!!!!!
you are a complete idiot. you will never, in your life time, have someone like me ever again. Everything in my room reminds me of you. The pencil, the teddy bear, the tee-shirt, the boxers, the notes you wrote me,my bed, the necklace, the candy, the ashlee simpson shirt/poster/ticket, that bubble gum we always chewed, my lip gloss, my fear before jacket, across the street from my house that night of spring break, every FUCKING song I LISTEN TO I have listened to with you.
why did you try to hide things from me? you did that a lot. about who you hung out with. about letters conleigh sent you. about everything. i love how you told me so much bullshit. "you know, i would give the world to you" "i love you so much baby dolllllllllll" "i want to be with you forever. you mean everything to me" " you're my best friend" then the lies.. "do you even want to go out anymore?" "yeah..do you? "yeah.." at the begining of the conversation that you broke up with me in. whatever. I can't be friends with you, you ruined everything we could have had. I am never, in my life, talking to you again. I never want to see you again, but I know I will. But I will just pretend I don't see you. seriously I don't even know why this hurts me so much. I like the way you're acting like it doesn't even bother you, like i was just another girl, like you knew we werent going to last. I like the way the night you told me we shouldn't talk on the phone everynight because we would get bored is the night everything started going downhill. you never called me again. the last kiss we shared you barely even kissed me back. you are never going to hold my hand again, you are never going to touch me again, you are never going to kiss me again. I have never cried this much in the matter of two days. I have never been this hurt before. you seriously meant everything to me. you were my best friend. I'm sorry you led me on and I fell so in love with you. maybe next time, with the next girl, you shouldn't do that. you're just going to make her feel how i feel now and that feels like i want to die. I am definitely over reacting. you just meant the world to me. and now that's gone. why did you do this? we had something amazing. I lied. I would do anything for us to be how we use to be.
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry