Aug 07, 2008 01:36
For once, my life is crazier than I am &I don't have to MAKE it interesting by acting like an idiot.
I am actually grateful. Keeping that statement general is fitting.
Love is at every corner &its reciprocated. Not just in relationships but for music and life. The pat on the back that I've been waiting for all these years, is here. For as long as I can remember I have debated on whether or not I was deserving. &now that I have recieved and I am grateful, I understand that no one is deserving of such love and empathy.
Gratefulness is infinite; enlightenment is inconsistent.
Why have I been hiding all these years?
i have made a life out of being ungrateful. Misery loves company. &its no wonder my life, before now, ended up like it did; but now auto pilot is off. &i've realized whats been wrong all these years.