honesty 01. you know I'm not a quick forgive.
what does this fix?
This isn't what I planned, but you never get the whole picture.
Stopping the process of creating battles is my number one battle &getting out of bed follows close behind. My clothes are lying on the bedroom floor and old drink cups line my desk &i think of you fondly when I pour coffee from the pot. &momma says that I can do better, &better comes along no matter how hard or little I try to find it; but better just doesn't feel better. Nothing feels better. &music is some sort of curse that keeps me breathing on autopilot. The old shoe still sits in my backseat &your dog still sleeps under the bed. &my friends tell me that i'll never be alone, but they're always busy; and something just ain't right but no one sees the grey in this black and white situation. rewind. rewind. rewind. rewind. rewind. rewind. rewind. rewind. honestly, will someone stop this room from spinning; cause i'm hung up on you like a picture frame. &these photographs aren't falling down.