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Just as life began to turn up, way up. Just as it began to look splendid and beautiful once more, it crashed and burned all over again in a way that was so bizarre and unexpected, I can scarcely comprehend it.
I can't even begin to broach what happened here, reliving it results in going 48 hours solid with no sleep and 30 hours at a time without eating, but let me put it this way: You know those nightmares you have that are so horrible you wake up panicked, sweating, and in tears? Those nightmares you wake from where, once you realize you are once more in the waking world, your heart stops pounding and you can breathe a sigh of relief and think, "Of course it wasn't real, it was far to crazy to ever be. Nothing that horrific could ever happen in my life?"
Well, guess what? It happened to me, and I can't seem to wake up.
I can't even begin to broach what happened here, reliving it results in going 48 hours solid with no sleep and 30 hours at a time without eating, but let me put it this way: You know those nightmares you have that are so horrible you wake up panicked, sweating, and in tears? Those nightmares you wake from where, once you realize you are once more in the waking world, your heart stops pounding and you can breathe a sigh of relief and think, "Of course it wasn't real, it was far to crazy to ever be. Nothing that horrific could ever happen in my life?"
Well, guess what? It happened to me, and I can't seem to wake up.