Jul 30, 2005 15:35
basically, im over shitty people. i realized its time to grow up. im not in high school anymore. if people want to make livejournal posts and mypsace comments about it, cool. im above that. if you want to be in my life, put yourself there. im not extending a hand to people that cant be bothered to do the same right back. im not going to regret things and im not going to be only half of myself. there you have it.
in other news, i def went and bought fall out boy tickets. thank gooooooood.
tattoo appointment soon. shann i KNOW youre coming with me whore.
ive gotten closer with my coworkers after all the shitty stuff thats been going on there and i really love eddy and brandon for always always making me laugh and always making me feel protected. thats rad. its good to have those people who can support you because lets face it we all know i spend a lot of time at my work.
peter sam and anthony i miss you guys to death. its getting ridiculous. i hope you know i love you 3 with all my heart and im always here and we need to hang out. i know ive been missing lately and im sorry but im glad you guys know you can always pick up the phone and its like no time at all has passed. that is TRUE friendship.
to negi drew and russel, i miss you guys. get back in my life! and pauline i love you and i cant wait to get back in your life and hear all about your goddamn excursion halfway around the world.
i miss hang out seshs. but im really really REALLY content with life right now. im ok with associating myself with less people. i adore my boyfriend who does nice things for me like sends me flowers to my hotel room and dresses up for dates. its cute. its even cuter that my family has adopted him and he lives here now. maybe its just my bed whos his girlfriend ;)
and i really really need to say this.. thank you shannon for everything. for all the talks and the advice and for always telling me you love me and to not let me get down. it amazes me how amazing youre advice is and i repsect you so much for the person you are, love you xo
and NOW im off to clean my fucking closet out and admire my cute new shoes. pictures later!