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Apr 16, 2005 12:10

umm ok im not supposed to leave for 30 minutes so i'm updating. get over it ( Read more... )

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___whatnext April 16 2005, 19:40:29 UTC
it's sad that you refer to me as a "friend" with quotation marks. seriously. that makes me wanna cry more then anything. you were always my friend without the quotation marks..and i never treated you ANYTHING different then what i thought a friend would. i seriously have no idea what i was thinking. i never meant for any of that stuff to be between me and you just b/c i didnt want it to happen like this. but go figure..it's me..things are NEVER gonna go the way i plan them to. thats just how it is. and its so much harder for you to think of me as a friend without quotation marks now that you're there. but i guess it's time for me to realize that you're there and you dont really care as much about me anymore b/c im not there. so that's cool. i dont really like the thought of it. but that's something i have to get over isnt it? but you also have to realize how much this hurt me too. he talked about you behind your back and i couldnt tell you b/c i didnt want to ruin things between yall. and im not just saying that to make you hate him or whatever..but i guess if everything is gonna come out now then why not. he said that you still were obsessed with him and that you ALWAYS tried to flirt with him. he said you told him that you still liked him. and i didnt believe it. because of kyle. and yeah..some of the things he told you about me were true..but some of them werent. and god i dont know why im saying this because i "lie to the people i love now", my new trick, but you knew me better then that. i thought so. but maybe not. im not asking you to feel sorry for me or for him. i dont really care if you feel sorry for me or not. but you need to realize that not all of that was true okay. and you're right..you DONT know me anymore. things have changed SO much. and i TRIED to keep in touch with you but you were the one who decided to ignore my calls. if you ever wanna know some stuff about me..call ME not people who barely know me either okay..? id appreciate that a lot. seriously. im not trying to make more shit or anything but oh well. it probably will because nothing EVER comes out the way i mean for it to. even if you think of me as your "friend"...i still think of you as my friend. and that's it i guess.

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___imsonot April 19 2005, 21:25:23 UTC
anna, i never meant for it to get this far.

this might be a little late, but i finally fgured out that robby's kind of a jerk (and a liar too)and i'm sorry. i don't knwo what happened between you guys and i really don't care. i had only asked you about it because it didn't sound like you, and when robby told me you lied it hurt me. i totally take the blame for starting all this and i hope you can accept my apology and we can sill be friends without the quotation marks. i seriously don't know how i could have trusted robby over you anna. we' been close since 3rd grade and i should have trusted you.

as for robby, i DO NOT flirt with him and i AM NOT obsessed with him. as for the whole liking thing, i told him i did still like him but i wasnt gonna do anything about it because of kyle (points for anna for figuring that one out) oh and just so you know, he had a girlfriend for about a month but i wasnt supposed to tell you that. man robby kinda screwed things up huh. we probably should have learned the first time.

but anna seriously, im sorry for starting all this and for hurting you. i so wasnt thinkning and i hope you can forgive me.
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___whatnext April 21 2005, 22:25:46 UTC
its okay. it hurt a bit..but what doesnt hurt anymore? im sorry too. for everything.
♥?

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___imsonot April 28 2005, 21:27:18 UTC

and robby read that and called me like friday, and my bestest friend bk like yelled at him and hung up on him. classic.

im so sorry for everything anna.
MAD♥

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___whatnext May 2 2005, 20:51:21 UTC
hah.

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