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so i know noone goes on here anymore so im gonna start using this as an actual journal.
haha ok this may be the only time i write in it,
but whatever.
i need to get this off my chest.
i love him.
i still love him.
its so weird.
ive moved on, been with other people, & been perfectly happy.
but at the end of the day, i still want him.
maybe its the fact that we simply CANT be together that makes me want it more.
but i know he loves me too.
it's sad that something so special to me got taken out of my life so quickly.
i barely even got the taste for what true love feels like.
why did he have to leave..
but he's coming home for valentine's day, so i wont complain.
we've grown up alot over the past year and a half.
but i would be completely lost without him in my life still.
lets hope this vday can compare to last =]
night.
haha ok this may be the only time i write in it,
but whatever.
i need to get this off my chest.
i love him.
i still love him.
its so weird.
ive moved on, been with other people, & been perfectly happy.
but at the end of the day, i still want him.
maybe its the fact that we simply CANT be together that makes me want it more.
but i know he loves me too.
it's sad that something so special to me got taken out of my life so quickly.
i barely even got the taste for what true love feels like.
why did he have to leave..
but he's coming home for valentine's day, so i wont complain.
we've grown up alot over the past year and a half.
but i would be completely lost without him in my life still.
lets hope this vday can compare to last =]
night.