you were the last good thing about this part of town
the last 2 weeks of my life, things have quite possibly been the worse they could get, and considering what they could be like, i feel really fucking selfish.
Basically, Doug came over, and i knew we were going to talk. and as we wee sitting down talking to my mom, he turned to me and said "oh yeah we arent getting back together because i joined the military, and i'm leaving tomorrow and going back to texas, and next week i'm leaving for basic, and maybe this isnt the best way to tell you but i'm not sure how else i would have."
i know i brought this on myself because i thought that being away from each other so long, not know when the hell we'll get to see each other that it ould be for the best to give it a break between us and i have never felt this much self loathing ever.
i basically can't look at myself in the mirror because of it.
and now my past is coming up to bite me in the ass.
Basically, Doug came over, and i knew we were going to talk. and as we wee sitting down talking to my mom, he turned to me and said "oh yeah we arent getting back together because i joined the military, and i'm leaving tomorrow and going back to texas, and next week i'm leaving for basic, and maybe this isnt the best way to tell you but i'm not sure how else i would have."
i know i brought this on myself because i thought that being away from each other so long, not know when the hell we'll get to see each other that it ould be for the best to give it a break between us and i have never felt this much self loathing ever.
i basically can't look at myself in the mirror because of it.
and now my past is coming up to bite me in the ass.