life is so confusing.

Dec 18, 2004 11:54

hey guys! i am SO happy that winter break is finally here.. i didnt think that it would ever get here. lol.. although i do have to go to school for some of my break, its all gravy! i have behind the wheel with miss ciara on some days of break. But, i'd rather go ahead and get it done so i can drive when i get back from break. =)

I dont really have any plans for my break. its just sorta like a go with the flow thing for me. The only thing that i have to do is go to kentucky with my parents monday-wednesday for court.. and some days i have BTW and work.. but its all good! ;)

LAST NIGHT WAS PROBABLY THE WORST NIGHT EVER.. AND THEN IT TURNED INTO A GREAT NIGHT.. ITS SO WIERD!

I dont understand why my love life has to be so dang confusing. i dont want to put all of the details in here but i'll give you the highlights... Umm.. ok..i like this guy, a lot.. and the i just recently found out that his best friend likes me, and he had a girlfriend. now, my feelings are just so messed up and i dont know what i'm supposed to think. i like Dustin a whole lot but i never thought about dating this other guy. i just thought that we were good friends and nothing more.. but i guess that turned into him liking me. ugh. i need advice.. i have too many issues..

Talia is leaving for Cali tomorrow. im going to miss her so much. she is my BEST friend - im so happt that she came here this year.. she is the best.. but atleast i will get to talk to her while shes gone.

well, i think im going to go.. im pretty sure that im going to be goin to short pump with some of the crew.. and we are gunna meet talia for lunch to wish her a happy trip.. =) so, i wish ya'll a happy break.. im sure i'll update soon! i love yOu!

(((...bethany...)))

I couldnt see how every sign pointed straight to you..
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars..
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true..
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you..*

_-_RasCal FLattS_-_
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