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no more sneaking out late at night even though i don't even have to sneak out
no more kisses
no more hugs
no more cuddling
no more random adventures
no more dancing on the beach
no more dancing in my kitchen to blondie on my a-track player
no more menthol chain smoking
no more making fun of him for not being a texan
no more miles, the cutest dog on the earth, besides puppy.
no more camo
no more lime green shoes
no more boots
no more giant joints
no more just sitting and talking and being happy
no more of him attempting to play harmonica
no more ryan
all i have are letters and memories to hold on to.
and let me tell you, it fucking sucks.
everything at this point in my life is just horrible
and definietly not the way i was expecting my senior year to go.
no more kisses
no more hugs
no more cuddling
no more random adventures
no more dancing on the beach
no more dancing in my kitchen to blondie on my a-track player
no more menthol chain smoking
no more making fun of him for not being a texan
no more miles, the cutest dog on the earth, besides puppy.
no more camo
no more lime green shoes
no more boots
no more giant joints
no more just sitting and talking and being happy
no more of him attempting to play harmonica
no more ryan
all i have are letters and memories to hold on to.
and let me tell you, it fucking sucks.
everything at this point in my life is just horrible
and definietly not the way i was expecting my senior year to go.