Jul 13, 2005 23:59
Lets play a game.
I count to ten, and everyone dissapears. Everywhere. Ever.
Lets skip from now until the first. When I'm away to Ontario, and I can see my cousin, and give my aunt Cathie the biggest hug I've ever given her.
I fucking cried myself to sleep last night, and I'm ready to combust. And I dont feel good. And I dont knwo what to do, because I dont know what the problem is.
well, I do.
and it's stressing me out.
it's killing me
and it's not something like love, because that has gotten me no where in the past how many months.
So I'm dropping it. I cant handle this.
Maybe I just hold grudges too much.
or maybe I'm just confused to the point where I cant take it anymore.
I'll be better. Ignore this entry.
ignore everything
-eme.