love is the answer.

[___heavy]

No crisis since december 20th. That's almost incredible. I'm feeling so good, I can control myself so much. Well, I'm still sick but I start to see the light at the end of the tunnel...

I can't wait to see you, you're awesome. I wish I wish I wish... I've never met anyone like you, cause I can't find the words to write you.

January 7th = ..tomorrow. I don't know how to react.