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i have realized somethings

this week i supposably made a mistake
and then this week i know i made a mistake
and now im going to have to do some heart breaking all over again
i hate how i think i really just hope that i learn how to keep my mind on a straight go ways

well i shall go to sleep its so late well early i guess. its so fun hanging out with him damnit i hate my life.......but i love it at the same time

i love him, i like him, i love him, i like him, i love him, i like him, i love him, i like him....but i really love HIM.

ahhhhhhhhh i don't want to go through this again.

i hate that i can't be mean to someone that is in soo much pain....and shit.......well o well i need to talk to someone about this.....

i love mary i think im with her on sunday probably, saturday im home all day, monday i might hang out with him hopefully, well im gone.

I believe that love is the answer
and i believe that love will find a way.

hope love in the way i want it will be the answer and find its way.

i just know the reality of this which is sad.

i wish life was easy. but its not

BIG FISH IS A GREAT MOVIE. HE IS A GREAT GUY.

i love cuddling too bad you hate it

julia