Dec 16, 2004 21:35
Hey i have some sad news i am quiting pairs with marc. BIG SHOCKER isnt it well the reasons r i am not happy anymore, money is in the garbage can, and i really dont think i am able to do any of this any more being talked to everyday cuz i was trying as hard as i should be and whatever that problem is i get in trouble for it soo i am goin to take my pain and worries and quit pairs i am sticking to my freestyle and if anyone needs a partner he is open for service (only sk8ing partner ^_^) i want to get my life back in order spend some time with skool friends do something with my friends other than see them at skool and bball games. And i want to get a b/f and be able to set up a date with him instead of saying oo i cant i have practice. I wanna be able to have a life and not be trapped at home going to sk8ing. Dont get me wrong i LOVE sk8in i just want more time for myself. Welltoday omg i was sitting int he corner of the gym and colton kept coming over to the side i was sitting at and kept shooting from there and at lunch i gave him his x-mas present(candy cane big whoop) and then he was like yea these r the bes candy canes and i was like thinking of course yea cuz their mine hahahahahahaha lol i am sooo idiotic he probally isnt even like justy being nice u kno i am a total dork. And this gurl Emily is moving back home to New York i really didnt kno her that well soo i cant really say i will miss u but i kno everyone else will. well ok im gonna go study for mrs.lester stupid govenment test grrrrrrrrrrrr why give us a test on the last friggen day of skool b4 holiday break and i think like the whole time i am goin to hang out with zack and the rest of my hood brothers and sisters. Ima like the mommy to the kids on my street and zack is the daddy cuz we r alwayz making them laugh andtrying to make them happy and we sometimes argue sooo it is kinda likea family but i kno i will never go with zack cuz i guess he really isnt there for me i kno ok well i really need to go i gotta get food inside my brain and my stomach buh bye luv u all
I LOVE COLTON 4 EVER
Rielley Belly