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there is always that one person who tries to ruin everything, and they are doing a pretty good damn job.
so basically i wasnt so happy in a while sat night and sunday morning. from sunday night on i dont think things could have gotten worse. finally it feels as if things are going to be back to normal for a while but then i get fucking smacked right in the face with it all. all downhill. yesterday might have been the worst. non stop crying, couldnt eat, everytime i moved i felt like my insides were gonna be alll over the place it was terrible and now its like im back at square one. right where i was just about 6 weeks ago and it fucking sucks! more than anything in the world.
so now that everyone in fucking cresskill knows about me moving guess its not a secret anymore. so yeah thanks to some fucking people with big mouths who break promise. nice job. so meg thomas, basically i miss you like crazy i cant take this anymore its been two weeks and i feel like both of us are on vacation or something and cant see eachother i need to see you, you know how to make me laugh and UGHHH.
my mom kinda cheered me up today. took me shopping to victorias secret then we went to dunkin donuts then the pet shop and mandee. didnt get much but its still the thought that counts =). i need to get drunk its not even funny. its taking forever for friday to come ugh.
so basically i wasnt so happy in a while sat night and sunday morning. from sunday night on i dont think things could have gotten worse. finally it feels as if things are going to be back to normal for a while but then i get fucking smacked right in the face with it all. all downhill. yesterday might have been the worst. non stop crying, couldnt eat, everytime i moved i felt like my insides were gonna be alll over the place it was terrible and now its like im back at square one. right where i was just about 6 weeks ago and it fucking sucks! more than anything in the world.
so now that everyone in fucking cresskill knows about me moving guess its not a secret anymore. so yeah thanks to some fucking people with big mouths who break promise. nice job. so meg thomas, basically i miss you like crazy i cant take this anymore its been two weeks and i feel like both of us are on vacation or something and cant see eachother i need to see you, you know how to make me laugh and UGHHH.
my mom kinda cheered me up today. took me shopping to victorias secret then we went to dunkin donuts then the pet shop and mandee. didnt get much but its still the thought that counts =). i need to get drunk its not even funny. its taking forever for friday to come ugh.