Its been awhile.
Well life has been fucked up here and there. Sometimes i am seriously surprised i am still living.
I dont know why things happen the way they do. So many things are wrong right now, And yet so many things are right at the sametime. I am pretty lost at the moment in life.I am not even sure where the fuck i am going or what i will be doing in the next couple of years.. Hell i dont even know what i will be doing this year.
Things like this depress me, I feel that i have taken alot of wrong turns in life, To many infact... The sad thing is its to late to even think about turning around, Nothing i can do but watch the course unfold.
Everyone else seems to have a plan, Everyone seems to have a goal, Me... I dont really care to do shit, As sad as that might sound. The only thing that i really do seem to care about is natalie... And i am not sure if she even knows how much she means to me, I try to show her but i seem to have a very hard time putting my emotions into the proper statement they should be... I hope she knows what she means to me, i really do.
On top of all that bullshit, Some things are looking up, Me and Natalie got a really nice Town house, Its bigger than a town house really, Its just really big! Even has a fire place haha. I love it, My "Game room" is about hmmm 3 times the size of the last one which is saying alot :). I am still working, And they want to make me a manager which is always great news, And i was finally able to get a new ID (Dont ask lol) which means alot to me. Just alot has been going on in a short amount of time and its strange.
Anyways ill try to update more haha we will see what happens -Hate
I dont know why things happen the way they do. So many things are wrong right now, And yet so many things are right at the sametime. I am pretty lost at the moment in life.I am not even sure where the fuck i am going or what i will be doing in the next couple of years.. Hell i dont even know what i will be doing this year.
Things like this depress me, I feel that i have taken alot of wrong turns in life, To many infact... The sad thing is its to late to even think about turning around, Nothing i can do but watch the course unfold.
Everyone else seems to have a plan, Everyone seems to have a goal, Me... I dont really care to do shit, As sad as that might sound. The only thing that i really do seem to care about is natalie... And i am not sure if she even knows how much she means to me, I try to show her but i seem to have a very hard time putting my emotions into the proper statement they should be... I hope she knows what she means to me, i really do.
On top of all that bullshit, Some things are looking up, Me and Natalie got a really nice Town house, Its bigger than a town house really, Its just really big! Even has a fire place haha. I love it, My "Game room" is about hmmm 3 times the size of the last one which is saying alot :). I am still working, And they want to make me a manager which is always great news, And i was finally able to get a new ID (Dont ask lol) which means alot to me. Just alot has been going on in a short amount of time and its strange.
Anyways ill try to update more haha we will see what happens -Hate