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[___hannnahhh]

Waiting for Better Words
They'll Never Come

So Dry Your Eyes
its Better
Now its Done

i want you to hold me
i want you to be there for me
i want you to come over, and watch tv with me
i want you to fish with me
i want you to color with me
i want you to take pictures with me
i want you to be smart
i want you to try hard
i want you to resepct me
i want you to respect yourself
i want to be with you, and only you
but who are you?

I've been happier lately,

i have saved up a little more than 100 dollars for my camera
and im still earning day by day

i had an amazing day saturday after my soccer game
i went to jackies with allie
and we got ready and went to saides
i never liked dancing with people at school dances before
but i did and it was fun
getting grinded on by random people was the
best part, and watching jackie she is so funny and cute
then i went to kristin roa's with chynna
i love them both very much
a few guys came over and we hung out till we
were all passing out on the floor
for various reasons
i ate breakfast and went home and chynna and kristin
went to bust a move at dance

soccer is a story of it's own right now
i get butterflys thinking about soccer
school is my focus right now
but i dont want to loose any talent i might have
with the one sport i do play
i got offered a position on another team
my family wants me there
the team wants me there
and im not going to lie,
i miss them so much
and right now i think that's where i need to be
i can't handle the intensity of soccer right now
my mom always told me im really sensative
and i can agree i am, so how soccer is treating me
it's not what i need right now
i've never had an anxiety attack before

ps point blank boys are cute and i love them
for some reason you guys make me really happy
all the time



tonight we pray