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Nov 08, 2005 13:55

I'm having an epiphany

i just watched Garden State for the 100th time this year
and it's finally hitting me
that my life isn't full, i don't have all the friends i need,
because i can never have too many

i'm feeling so many different things
and this isn't because Zach Braff is amazing
and can pull together some divine screen play.
it's because i've finally accepted the movies theme for ME

I'M ME AND I LOVE ME AND I LOVE THE WORLD AND I LOVE LIFE AND I LOVE FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND MY BODY AND EVERYTHING.
i'm not tough
i'm not unique
i'm just me me meeee me me

so this is me 30 minutes ago:
standing in front of the mirror naked before i get in the shower,
and i am just thinking of how bueatiful life is and how i am doing just fine and my body is creative and i love it.

i am going to be happy for the rest of my life, with hard times and everything in between.
i cry alot, i scream a lot and i laugh soooo much, so fucking much.

and i'm okay for the rest of my life
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