so let me slip away, so let me slip against the current

[___funandfake]

i'm really gay lately.
sorry for that last little upditty.
deleted it.

i'm definately in a funk.
so i just keep listening to depressing music like dashboard confessional over and over.
it's pretty satisfying.

uh if you're not amanda, chris, elliot or shane then i haven't really seen you.
so let's hang out please. (i saw anna today and yesterday i guess)
but point is that i don't see anyone nearly as much as i'd like to.

so i listed people who i'd miss from macys. i'm listing them and adding one more. i like their names.
farshad(the hottest shoe guy ever. i like def want to fuck him adlsfj;ldsfjadsk he like makes me really excited)
ugbad
hibo
fra-weeny
razmig
nassir
farshad
woops i'm just really obsessed with him.
and uhh pam. she's this lady i really want to fuck too.

i am vindicated.
i am selfish.
i am wrong.
i am right.
i swear i'm right.
i swear i knew it all along.
and i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well.
i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.