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i fucking hate you so much
you make me want to die and take you a long with me.
I've always held some sliver of a hope you would be a fucking human being
"yeah wellllll its real hard for me to express my feelings to another person, in person. But I am sorry for not trying to keep a friendship with you over the summer. I dont know why I did, but I guess I just didn't really feel like trying. So I understand why it would be hard for you to I dont know, consider me as a friend or something, but thats okay."
you understand?
you undertsand? I would of probably forgotten everything like the fuck that I am if you made an effort to apologize, you have no fucking remorse, you would say that people dont know how bad they hurt you. well its been months and i still hate you, you have no idea how it feels to now always second guess who is actually your friend. How much i believed in a some shitty ass friendship. I think you hate yourself too, i really do, and Im pretty sure you do because of the way you act and you've become something you ridiculed.