Confessions.
I haven't written in here in almost a year.
A lot has happened.
It doesn't seem like Deb has been gone for as long as she was in the womb. That girl did have love, and now she will have it eternally.
I'm finally free of Anne. She is a good person at heart, but has much growing to do. We were impractical together. We were a runaway freight train headed for Disaster City. When it all blew up, we fell apart. It is so much better this way.
I doubt I'll ever speak with Lindsay again. Although her 24th birthday is coming up soon and I do plan on wishing her a happy one. Anyway, I suppose it's meant to be. I still feel bitterness, but it is absolutely fading. The Ex of a Lifetime. Breathe it out.
Yesterday marked a full month that Ariel and I have spent together. She bought me a beautiful ring-- white gold band with three purple heart-shaped stones. Today, Tomorrow, Forever? She is quite an inspiration. With Anne, I wrote little to nothing in almost three years. With Ariel, I have written more in the past month than the last three years that I somehow wasted on a girl. Anne is just that, a girl, while Ariel is a woman.
It's hard to respect girls.
Shaun Ethan Brown was born on July 23rd of this year. With him, he has brought hope and has shed a new light on the way I look at family. He is a miracle.
I always get emotional.
Maybe one day I'll come back to this.
Maybe this will be the last entry.
A lot has happened.
It doesn't seem like Deb has been gone for as long as she was in the womb. That girl did have love, and now she will have it eternally.
I'm finally free of Anne. She is a good person at heart, but has much growing to do. We were impractical together. We were a runaway freight train headed for Disaster City. When it all blew up, we fell apart. It is so much better this way.
I doubt I'll ever speak with Lindsay again. Although her 24th birthday is coming up soon and I do plan on wishing her a happy one. Anyway, I suppose it's meant to be. I still feel bitterness, but it is absolutely fading. The Ex of a Lifetime. Breathe it out.
Yesterday marked a full month that Ariel and I have spent together. She bought me a beautiful ring-- white gold band with three purple heart-shaped stones. Today, Tomorrow, Forever? She is quite an inspiration. With Anne, I wrote little to nothing in almost three years. With Ariel, I have written more in the past month than the last three years that I somehow wasted on a girl. Anne is just that, a girl, while Ariel is a woman.
It's hard to respect girls.
Shaun Ethan Brown was born on July 23rd of this year. With him, he has brought hope and has shed a new light on the way I look at family. He is a miracle.
I always get emotional.
Maybe one day I'll come back to this.
Maybe this will be the last entry.