thanks, alanis.
my shit-to-do list is steep.
first-year: college plan paper; campus activity paper
western civ: exam 2 tomorrow (study 10 pages of personally typed review terms, exam worth 1/5 of final grade); 8-10 pg paper on the Third Crusade (due next thursday 4/13)
writing prose: Paper 2 (Compare/Contrast-- "Million Man March vs. Million Mom March") due monday 4/10; Paper 3 (Classifying-- "Fire Fighting Occupations") due next wednesday 4/12; finish Paper 1 (Narrating-- "Neighborhood") due 4/26
i'm working hard, but i know that it's so much harder than this... soon, very soon, i'll have to deal with taking 5 or 6 classes instead of 3. it's scary, honestly. i guess that fear makes me realize that i will prove to everyone (mainly myself) that i can successfully pass my first semester in college. well, technically second semester, but that's water under the bridge.
i wonder if i'll ever be stable. my intuition tells me i won't. whatever, security is overrated.
maybe that's why i crave it... why i starve for it-- fucking propaganda.
"your love is thick and it swallowed me whole. you're so much braver than i give you credit for-- that's not lip service. you've already won me over, in spite of me. and don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet, and don't be surprised if i love you for all that you are. i couldn't help it, it's all your fault. you are the bearer of unconditional things. you held your breath and the door for me. thanks for your patience. you're the best listener that i've ever met. you're my best friend-- best friend with benefits. what took me so long? i've never felt this healthy before. i've never wanted something rational. i am aware now." -- alanis
first-year: college plan paper; campus activity paper
western civ: exam 2 tomorrow (study 10 pages of personally typed review terms, exam worth 1/5 of final grade); 8-10 pg paper on the Third Crusade (due next thursday 4/13)
writing prose: Paper 2 (Compare/Contrast-- "Million Man March vs. Million Mom March") due monday 4/10; Paper 3 (Classifying-- "Fire Fighting Occupations") due next wednesday 4/12; finish Paper 1 (Narrating-- "Neighborhood") due 4/26
i'm working hard, but i know that it's so much harder than this... soon, very soon, i'll have to deal with taking 5 or 6 classes instead of 3. it's scary, honestly. i guess that fear makes me realize that i will prove to everyone (mainly myself) that i can successfully pass my first semester in college. well, technically second semester, but that's water under the bridge.
i wonder if i'll ever be stable. my intuition tells me i won't. whatever, security is overrated.
maybe that's why i crave it... why i starve for it-- fucking propaganda.
"your love is thick and it swallowed me whole. you're so much braver than i give you credit for-- that's not lip service. you've already won me over, in spite of me. and don't be alarmed if i fall head over feet, and don't be surprised if i love you for all that you are. i couldn't help it, it's all your fault. you are the bearer of unconditional things. you held your breath and the door for me. thanks for your patience. you're the best listener that i've ever met. you're my best friend-- best friend with benefits. what took me so long? i've never felt this healthy before. i've never wanted something rational. i am aware now." -- alanis