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I don't think this klonopin is really doing anything for me. And I need to figure out a way to deal with this sudden and irrational murderous rage thing some other way.
Last night was really, really REALLY stupid and I can't figure out if it's from a REALLY long, sorta stressful day at work coupled with stupid meds, and then drinking and being about to get my period, thus more or less making it all my fault...or if my boyfriend kinda has a weird sorta emotional/temper/issues too.
I lost 3/5 of my tips last night. Which was $60. Somehow. That's kinda a drag.
And half of my 2nd turkeys nest margarita burst in my bag while I was locking my bike. I was more bummed on the loss of marg, vs the dampation of my belongings. A girls gotta have priorities...
I really, really, REALLY wanna get out of town for a little bit. See some goddamned trees. Go swimming. Hang out with some dogs in my mom's backyard. Etc.
I haven't seen or really even talked to, much, anyone who was/is? my best friend in a long, long, loooooong time. That's kinda weird. Maybe I'm too old for "best friends". The only people I'm ever around anymore are my roommates, or my coworkers, or my boyfriend, or people I've known for years who I like seeing around all the time, but I'm not all that close to, or new people I couldn't really be bothered with meeting, that I have no desire to invest effort in forming friendships with.
Oh well.
And the search of a kiddie pool for Toby continues...but even if we find one...I have no idea how I'm going to fill it up once it's on the roof...
Last night was really, really REALLY stupid and I can't figure out if it's from a REALLY long, sorta stressful day at work coupled with stupid meds, and then drinking and being about to get my period, thus more or less making it all my fault...or if my boyfriend kinda has a weird sorta emotional/temper/issues too.
I lost 3/5 of my tips last night. Which was $60. Somehow. That's kinda a drag.
And half of my 2nd turkeys nest margarita burst in my bag while I was locking my bike. I was more bummed on the loss of marg, vs the dampation of my belongings. A girls gotta have priorities...
I really, really, REALLY wanna get out of town for a little bit. See some goddamned trees. Go swimming. Hang out with some dogs in my mom's backyard. Etc.
I haven't seen or really even talked to, much, anyone who was/is? my best friend in a long, long, loooooong time. That's kinda weird. Maybe I'm too old for "best friends". The only people I'm ever around anymore are my roommates, or my coworkers, or my boyfriend, or people I've known for years who I like seeing around all the time, but I'm not all that close to, or new people I couldn't really be bothered with meeting, that I have no desire to invest effort in forming friendships with.
Oh well.
And the search of a kiddie pool for Toby continues...but even if we find one...I have no idea how I'm going to fill it up once it's on the roof...