baby, please.. Im reaching out to you. wont you open up your heart and let me come back in..
but you didnt hear through my joy through my tears..
and were back were we started again.. yeah..
never want it to end..
I just thought maybe it's time for an' update! :) not to much has happened lately * just sat around bored, Ahh. this week at school has been pretty hectic' Shew, Trying to get all my test taken By tommorrow :) Im going to actully have them all taken cept' ENGLiSH.. so I'm happy about that!! Ahh, But I just have to hope & pray that I pass my Algeba & Biology tests tommorrow :\ oh well, @ 12:00 we get to stop class because we are having a little Thanksgiving get together :) how sweet.. not. Shew, its @ the Appalachia Civic Center! oh yes, that's the banging place too be! -HAHA- Oh well, If it gets me out of school' thats all Im happy about~
Shew, boy problems are getting' worse. Shew, I'm in a sticky situation. Why do guys have to be so confusing? I thought us girls were bad!? guess what.. were not half that bad!! AHHH. I have someone that Im interested in. but I mean!? I don't know. I had something I thought with Brandon but he freaked out :\ I mean, I knew we were just friends because he wasnt ready for a relationship!? but Im just freaked out on why.. all I really wanted was an explanation?! you know. I did seem to be really starting to feel/like something for him! And he just up's and does that!? Shew, it sucks so bad. I still like him and everything. I wouldnt mind if things would go back to normal with us. Then shew, I just had to see someone the other day! :\ ahhh.. that makes me extremelly sad. you Know, you think your over someone and you could care less about them. just seeing *HiM* made me realize I lost something that I loved and I really confided in + I gave my heart to him. I mean, geez. It makes me so scared to give my heart to someone. Im a really fragile & emotional person who can't handel being rejected and hurt like that.. I just wish he knew I still cared, I Mean maybe somewhere in his heart he still has a place for me, I just remember his last words or well some of them being no matter what I will always love you! :\ shew. I mean, I was going through my old journals and I came upon some comments
and were back were we started again.. yeah..
never want it to end..
I just thought maybe it's time for an' update! :) not to much has happened lately * just sat around bored, Ahh. this week at school has been pretty hectic' Shew, Trying to get all my test taken By tommorrow :) Im going to actully have them all taken cept' ENGLiSH.. so I'm happy about that!! Ahh, But I just have to hope & pray that I pass my Algeba & Biology tests tommorrow :\ oh well, @ 12:00 we get to stop class because we are having a little Thanksgiving get together :) how sweet.. not. Shew, its @ the Appalachia Civic Center! oh yes, that's the banging place too be! -HAHA- Oh well, If it gets me out of school' thats all Im happy about~
Shew, boy problems are getting' worse. Shew, I'm in a sticky situation. Why do guys have to be so confusing? I thought us girls were bad!? guess what.. were not half that bad!! AHHH. I have someone that Im interested in. but I mean!? I don't know. I had something I thought with Brandon but he freaked out :\ I mean, I knew we were just friends because he wasnt ready for a relationship!? but Im just freaked out on why.. all I really wanted was an explanation?! you know. I did seem to be really starting to feel/like something for him! And he just up's and does that!? Shew, it sucks so bad. I still like him and everything. I wouldnt mind if things would go back to normal with us. Then shew, I just had to see someone the other day! :\ ahhh.. that makes me extremelly sad. you Know, you think your over someone and you could care less about them. just seeing *HiM* made me realize I lost something that I loved and I really confided in + I gave my heart to him. I mean, geez. It makes me so scared to give my heart to someone. Im a really fragile & emotional person who can't handel being rejected and hurt like that.. I just wish he knew I still cared, I Mean maybe somewhere in his heart he still has a place for me, I just remember his last words or well some of them being no matter what I will always love you! :\ shew. I mean, I was going through my old journals and I came upon some comments