Nov 11, 2004 23:39
iM GOING TO SCREAM TO THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. UNTiL iT HURTS !!
DEFFENSLESS.. DEPENDENT.. AND most of all ALONE :(
OH MY GA' im in the worst mood ever. DEAR GOD, I hate this.. I hate guys. Im going anti-love. blah. and Im not going to complain when i do get into a relationship its good. Until it has to end? Why am i never happy? Why do guys always take me as a target.. shew :\ im sad. i miss him, but I mean hey. I guess we were just friends but you know, it still felt like he was there for me. Now, he just like FREAKS OUT.
oh well. i guess things arent me for us to be.
thats okay, im giving up. God.. help :\