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This was all from yesterday:
OKAY! So today I hung out with Micheal from 10 am-4pm. It was funny because i woke up at like 10:45 and dylan called me as i was getting ready to go into the shower, and at 10:48 Mike rang the door bell half asleep, so he crashed on my living room floor as i took a shower, then i got out of the shower and got dressed and all ready then i walked out of the bathroom and couldn't find mike, only to realize that he was outside talking with Adrian and Cezar. So I walked out of the house (with that black skirt i decided to wear =D the guys liked that and i could tell) so we just sat there and Trever Baby came by and we talked to him for a minute or two, then me and Micheal went inside and i don't need to tell you the rest. Throughout the day Adrian Max & Cezar stopped by and I made Mike a grilled cheese sandwich, and him and my sister fought with pillows. Stuff happened.Big woop. We were supposed to mud wrestle with Atch up at Oakwood today, but she didn't feel like walking that far.
-Last Night-
OKAY! Amber came over last night and we joked around as I was on the phone with Mikey Baby...(lol don't tell him I called him that) we were talking about weird stuff and were both really hyper. We talked till like 3:30 am and I didn't go to bed till like 5 am. And so did he, so that explains why were so tired.
-Be Excellent-
Sincerely Yours,
Lah Harvy
AND NOW MORE FROM YOURS TRULEY!!
for the life of me i cannot remember what made us wise and we'd never comprise
freshmen-THE VERVE
-...Our First Kiss...-
We just walked out of school, right after the Valentines Day Dance...It was Febuary and there was slosh on the ground.The sky was gray and it looked wickedly ugly outside of school. I was shakey, excited and I had the biggest butterflies, because you had kissed me on the cheek earlier and we slow danced. I kept my focus on the ground as we edged the end of the walkway. You and my best friend were whispering about something that I could easily understand but for this special occasion I wanted to be surprised for something that I knew was going to happen somehow. I remember the feeling of holding your hand and it being, somehow the best feeling in the world. We were at the edge of the walkway now and you broke my thoughts with a hug, I wrapped my arms around you and we held on for nearly a second. Then, as we pulled away you kissed me, right on the lips. I couldn't speak, I felt as if my heart was heavy but I was light. We departed then with a promise that you would call me that night. My focus still on the ground. I directed my voice to my best friend, all I remeber saying was,"Oh my God...Jackie." She laughed and we continued our walk to my house. Now a year later, after two major heart breaks caused by you, I sit on my bed with you, cuddling as usual. You are keeping me in my spot by your never endingloving grasp. I'm happy as every other person in the world and you are the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with. Yes,I realized this even at the young age of 13. You move my hair out of my face, I guess to kiss me. Every little kiss or hug or 'I love you' is so uniquely intriguing. And it makes me want to tell the world of it all. I can't help but feel this huge emotional wave of fufillment, that after this whole year, I found you. With so many setbacks (many more then the hard- to-find-achievements.) and the feeling that I may feel that lonely for the rest of my life, all fades away when I'm in your arms. There is only one person in the world that I can look into their eyes and see laughter and promise. Even though you have been known for not keeping your promises, with me it's greatly different. We're now on the wall side of my bed, kissing and I can just see the future ahead of us. How you need so much more then love to make it happen. Make a future happen. You sigh and get up as I look at the clock .Four o'clock. Time for you to leave. You and I walk to the door and I give you a hug and a simple kiss. You walk through teh door and I collapse on the couch thinking about what I want. I don't normally think like this, usually I just go for anything. But a simple kiss is all I wanted a year ago, and you gave me more of that. You gave me that times a million and four. This seventh grade year, I fought desperatly for love and affection. I wanted someone just like you when you weren't there. And then at the end of this heart breaking year, the only one I wanted that from, was you. I complained to all my friends about how I wanted a guy just like you but I wouldn't admit I wanted you. Now, you're all I talk about. When that tragic day comes when we say good bye to our summer love, I don't know if I'll cry or be mad or be hurt. I don't want to tthink about it. I wish I could think about our rekationship without thinking about how our days are numbered. And who wants that. I guess all that I'm trying to say is that a kiss means so much more (especially with you). Loves days are numbered, even though we think differently. I'm also proud to say that I don't have to try my hardest to make this work with you. That I can be as diffucult and unappealing as ever an dyou'd still think I am a beatiful person.I'm glad I love you and I never want to get over you. I-Love-You.*
Happy one month, Mike. I hope we have many more to come. <3
TODAY
hung with ang, adrian, cezar, max. saw mike and chatted with him for a bit, nothing special. we got in a fight kinda. cause he tried controlling me. which he should know he can't do..