not that any you care; i miss you guys
I miss alot of you guys. I miss my summer where i would always hang out with my friends and loved ones and before summer i miss all of those good days too. I havent been feeling all my greatest. This year has been a great and loving experience, but yet there where very sad and depressing moments at some points in my life that ive been going threw i mean ive been going threw alot lately not that any of you care but i like to share my feelings and thoughts to my journals and lately i have been feelings like slowly as this year has been ending actually this year has gone pretty quickly but anyways this year i have been feeling like i have been slowly growing apart from each and everyone one of you including my bestfriend who is my neighbor which makes me real sad believe it or not it does its like we are all growing apart from eachother well atleast i am and i dont like that ive met alot of you guys this year and i miss alot of you and wish it can be back like before but instead i got to be strong and look forward to whats coming next, like what im i going to do next? whats my next move? stuff like that. I just hope this year thats coming up wont be as painful as this year even tho i do have to admitt this year was great but towards the end of this year it hasnt been its best lately. So im hoping by next year things will get to look better for me and that goes for everyone else. I do have some goals for next year that i want to concentrate on and hope i do this time, and i actually want to start at new and forget all the bad times and look forward to all the good times this year coming up. Christmas is like arround the corner and im going to go shopping and i am going to buy some of my good friends something so this year thats coming up, i hope its going to be a good one.