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Today was my birthdayyyy (:
woo! it was good for the most part!
thanks to everyone who said happy birthday :D
i love all of you!!
especially JULIA MOLLY & KELSEY! thanks for the balloons girls! i love you all to pieces! & JESSICA! thanks for coming out to dinner! i miss you tonsss!
so school was actually pretty good!
after school we drove Julia & Jaslin home
then my mom took me & Molly to DQ (:
we dropped Molly off & went homeee
I just listened to music & stuff
then we picked Molly & Jess up & went to Friday`s!
they gave me like 6 balloons. hah
now im heree.
we just did more cake & candles.
you know, of course Doug had to make my birthday a little less good.
besides him coming home, he had to make gay comments.
okay, he makes an effort to come into my room everytime i`m not here & see if the computer is on. & if it is, he turns the power off. WTF. he shouldn`t be in my room in the first place!
on top of that, he goes "you know, some people just shouldn`t be in your life" & "if you are around trouble, you`re going to get into trouble."
meaning my friends.
like he knows or has any say in who my friends are?
urgh whatever. things are a lot better when he`s out of town.
also, i`ve been feeling really lonely for some reason lately.
like, i know i have great friends & for the most part family, but i still feel a certain type of loneliness.
why is it that having a boyfriend makes you feel more complete?
its pretty pathetic.
but i want one really bad.
not just a fling, a serious boyfriend.
im so jealous of my friends like julia & jessica..who have serious relationships.
they know they have someone there for them. in the boyfriend kind of way.
even though they still have problems, i`d rather have those problems then be alone.
yeahh i think that`s enough rambling for one night.
thanks again to everyone who made my birthday great(:♥
woo! it was good for the most part!
thanks to everyone who said happy birthday :D
i love all of you!!
especially JULIA MOLLY & KELSEY! thanks for the balloons girls! i love you all to pieces! & JESSICA! thanks for coming out to dinner! i miss you tonsss!
so school was actually pretty good!
after school we drove Julia & Jaslin home
then my mom took me & Molly to DQ (:
we dropped Molly off & went homeee
I just listened to music & stuff
then we picked Molly & Jess up & went to Friday`s!
they gave me like 6 balloons. hah
now im heree.
we just did more cake & candles.
you know, of course Doug had to make my birthday a little less good.
besides him coming home, he had to make gay comments.
okay, he makes an effort to come into my room everytime i`m not here & see if the computer is on. & if it is, he turns the power off. WTF. he shouldn`t be in my room in the first place!
on top of that, he goes "you know, some people just shouldn`t be in your life" & "if you are around trouble, you`re going to get into trouble."
meaning my friends.
like he knows or has any say in who my friends are?
urgh whatever. things are a lot better when he`s out of town.
also, i`ve been feeling really lonely for some reason lately.
like, i know i have great friends & for the most part family, but i still feel a certain type of loneliness.
why is it that having a boyfriend makes you feel more complete?
its pretty pathetic.
but i want one really bad.
not just a fling, a serious boyfriend.
im so jealous of my friends like julia & jessica..who have serious relationships.
they know they have someone there for them. in the boyfriend kind of way.
even though they still have problems, i`d rather have those problems then be alone.
yeahh i think that`s enough rambling for one night.
thanks again to everyone who made my birthday great(:♥