frame by fream i learn to love you
i hate my mom, sometimes, like now. she came home too late and i told her it was too late to go see josh at mobil, but she fucking yelled at me saying it wasnt and for me to get in the car, ahh i hate her and when she yells at me. she fucking yelled at me till i got in car. so yeah, we got there and he was leaving, but it made me smile to see him, so yeah we got gas and i got a soda, and on my way home she continued to yell at me about how i make her do all these things. well you know what i have to say about that...
FUCK YOU MOM.
Open up my eyes Flooded with daylight Another sleepless night turns color black and white With all the things I’ve said There is just regret Repeating in my head Hands into a fist Static in my head Now I’m sitting face to face with loneliness What did I expect Did I see forever In you I never Want it to hurt More than it should I hope you’re Satisfied I never could Time to close my eyes Forget about this mess Try to fix this tragic loss of innocence But how can I forget The things I have inside When everything is dead.
and now im crying, man i hate being a girl.
FUCK YOU ALAN BOBBY MCDONALD this will be the last thing i ever write about you, as of now, i am officaly fucking over you, the only way to get fucking over you was to feel like so much shit because i needed to get threw my fucking head everything little fucked up thing you did to me and remeber all of it. i never want to see you ever again, just seeing you makes me feel like shit, you said you wanted me to be yoru everything, and i was the only thing that made you happy, well fuck you, obviously i couldnt keep you happy, you had to do coke, crack, and dope right infront of my fucking face when you promised me you wouldnt, i hope you fucking choke and die on every single fucking lie you told me. you were my fucking everything, i didnt even think i needed my best friend anymore, but now i realize, that everything you ever said to me was a lie, you never loved me, or you wouldnt of lied, you wouldnt of tried to "holla" at girls in OC, you wouldnt of done dope, crack, or coke, right in front of me, and then act liek nothing happend, you would of let me hang out with my friends, when we got in fights you would of talked to me about it, no just ignor me for up to 3 fucking days!!, fuck you!! and fuck you for being bitterly sweet to me, fuck you for sweet talking me into everything, fuck you for taking my fucking virginity, and i still hope you fucking choke and die. i hate you for being the 1st fucking guy ive ever loved, so fucking much, i hate you for drifting me away from lauren and gregory and every other one of my friends, besides our same friends, i hate so you so hard, fuck you for making me cry, fuck you for making me regret my life fuck you for making me feel this way, i hate you so much, fuck you. and i hope you choke and die.
Farewell to all teh days you were, within my reach, & as of right now everything makes perfect sense.
FUCK YOU MOM.
Open up my eyes Flooded with daylight Another sleepless night turns color black and white With all the things I’ve said There is just regret Repeating in my head Hands into a fist Static in my head Now I’m sitting face to face with loneliness What did I expect Did I see forever In you I never Want it to hurt More than it should I hope you’re Satisfied I never could Time to close my eyes Forget about this mess Try to fix this tragic loss of innocence But how can I forget The things I have inside When everything is dead.
and now im crying, man i hate being a girl.
FUCK YOU ALAN BOBBY MCDONALD this will be the last thing i ever write about you, as of now, i am officaly fucking over you, the only way to get fucking over you was to feel like so much shit because i needed to get threw my fucking head everything little fucked up thing you did to me and remeber all of it. i never want to see you ever again, just seeing you makes me feel like shit, you said you wanted me to be yoru everything, and i was the only thing that made you happy, well fuck you, obviously i couldnt keep you happy, you had to do coke, crack, and dope right infront of my fucking face when you promised me you wouldnt, i hope you fucking choke and die on every single fucking lie you told me. you were my fucking everything, i didnt even think i needed my best friend anymore, but now i realize, that everything you ever said to me was a lie, you never loved me, or you wouldnt of lied, you wouldnt of tried to "holla" at girls in OC, you wouldnt of done dope, crack, or coke, right in front of me, and then act liek nothing happend, you would of let me hang out with my friends, when we got in fights you would of talked to me about it, no just ignor me for up to 3 fucking days!!, fuck you!! and fuck you for being bitterly sweet to me, fuck you for sweet talking me into everything, fuck you for taking my fucking virginity, and i still hope you fucking choke and die. i hate you for being the 1st fucking guy ive ever loved, so fucking much, i hate you for drifting me away from lauren and gregory and every other one of my friends, besides our same friends, i hate so you so hard, fuck you for making me cry, fuck you for making me regret my life fuck you for making me feel this way, i hate you so much, fuck you. and i hope you choke and die.
Farewell to all teh days you were, within my reach, & as of right now everything makes perfect sense.