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[___faint]

right now im homesick.
and im going through those times
when i feel ugly and typical.
i miss people from san diego
and i have this worry on my mind
but hopefully itll go away within
the next few days.
when it does ill feel a million times better
if not, ill feel a million times worse.
in 10 days im leaving. going to the end of the world.
literally.
i dont want it to seem like im not having fun here
because i am. its just that right now im not feeling
too great.
im sad that matthews not online right now.