i really d n't want to th k.
today i record my struggle just to pick up some chinese mustard greens (mei cai). it's a first time i shook, my hands seemed to lock themselves in a very numbing manner... i cannot afford the extra
f: you need to look yourself from above and not feel. it's getting ridiculous and impossible.
m: you're going to --- i keep telling you already until i'm coughing so badly.
f: when i was young, i never made mama worry. you're just making life difficult for others. why?
m: see that day the auntie, couldn't tell.. you're going to die in 3 months time.
f: i don't mind taking care of a blind person, but yours is all in your head. why can't you just take yourself out of it, my rule in life is to take it simply. stop making things difficult. you're going to lose all your friends and relationships.
m: we say say say so much. are you listening or is it going out of the other ear.
i really don't want and know what to think.
f: you need to look yourself from above and not feel. it's getting ridiculous and impossible.
m: you're going to --- i keep telling you already until i'm coughing so badly.
f: when i was young, i never made mama worry. you're just making life difficult for others. why?
m: see that day the auntie, couldn't tell.. you're going to die in 3 months time.
f: i don't mind taking care of a blind person, but yours is all in your head. why can't you just take yourself out of it, my rule in life is to take it simply. stop making things difficult. you're going to lose all your friends and relationships.
m: we say say say so much. are you listening or is it going out of the other ear.
i really don't want and know what to think.