Maybe I fell too fast...
So, I've been listening to this band Copeland a lot lately. They're really good. I definately reccomend you check them out. Good music. Good lyrics. Good stuff in general.
But anyway... the songs that I've been listening to have been making me feel kind of depressed. Well... not kind of. Just depressed. But I can't stop listening to it. It actually gives me chills. *sigh*
Been thinking about a lot of things lately. Like how much I like being where I am right now, or whether I like it at all. Not location, but "state of being", I guess. I feel unsure about a lot of things. I just don't feel "good" anymore. Just lonely. I don't know what's wrong with me. But I wish I did, so I could fix it.
I'm hoping that it's just my typical "winter depression", and that there really isn't anything wrong with me or with anything that involves me. And if it isn't, and there really is something wrong...well, then...I'm screwed.
ps; Sorry you had to read this.
But anyway... the songs that I've been listening to have been making me feel kind of depressed. Well... not kind of. Just depressed. But I can't stop listening to it. It actually gives me chills. *sigh*
Been thinking about a lot of things lately. Like how much I like being where I am right now, or whether I like it at all. Not location, but "state of being", I guess. I feel unsure about a lot of things. I just don't feel "good" anymore. Just lonely. I don't know what's wrong with me. But I wish I did, so I could fix it.
I'm hoping that it's just my typical "winter depression", and that there really isn't anything wrong with me or with anything that involves me. And if it isn't, and there really is something wrong...well, then...I'm screwed.
ps; Sorry you had to read this.