Apr 15, 2008 20:22
I try to find a way to learn something good out of every bad situation. I'm pretty sure this one is just the same as all the other situations I've been having. I see too much good in people. Then when I actually start to get to know them more I get disappointed in how they're acting because I already think so highly of them. I just need to stop being so oblivious and naive. I don't need to be told any of the things you said to me whether you're being a sarcastic jerk or not. Don't judge the way I live or the way I handle things going on in my life just because you show absolutely no compassion about anything; besides sports, I take it. I feel way too much in too many different ways to deal with someone who doesn't feel a thing. Don't bring me down with you after you talk negatively about me to your best friend or allow him to completely ruin your friendship while you sit back and do nothing about it besides make excuses of why you're messing up so much. I didn't assume anything, all I did was listen to YOU telling me that he was a good guy; so why shouldn't I listen to him, right? Shady. Maybe if you didn't focus your life around being the clown all the time I could have "understood you." There's nothing to even understand. So far all I've understood is that you're careless, heartless, close-mnded, and unfair to me. That alone makes me totally content with the decision I made. What am I losing?
Another jerk.
So, nothing.