wondering minds aren't always good
i have been trying not to feel this way for a long time, seems like the only thing that makes me smile now a days is long night conversations and a cute teddy bear. ASB is so stressful and is taking up so much time, but its all worth it. friends are just weird too, there seems to be so much rude and crude comments and bittering that it makes me frown. there are still more good times than bad, its nothing toxic, but it really makes me think about everything. last night was really fun tho, i do admit. i saw alot of people that i havent seen in forever and a day. i miss everyone. i wish i could organize my time better so i could hang out with everyone i want to. NONE of my friends nor i made homecoming court, it was so weird. courtney, kelsey, cilla, moody and i were not called. wow. not sad at all tho. ha! i am excited about homecoming, it should be great. :) im in a writing and creative mood, i think that means i should be making a birthday card for mark but whatever. i want to go shopping, not sure where tho...alemany messed up my schedule so much that i almost wasn't allowed to graduate! but i worked it all out, i just can go to a 4 year, but i wasn't planning on it anyway. if i wanted to i would have to drop out of yearbook and pych. and take all real classes and early morning class and a semester at night school...okay no thanks. thats a joke for me. i can barely handle the classes i got now. ha! but that didnt bother me at all, because that wasn't in my plans but art school was and my dad said he doesn't see going at an art school or to San Francisco, so i am kinda still angry about that. okay, its card time now. haha. <33 sorry for talking about nothing important.