Nov 18, 2005 17:51
I'm at a point in my life where I just don't care anymore.
I'm happier then I have been in a long time.
I feel as if I have been released from something I was trapped in for so long.
For the three years I have attended Jonathan Law I noticed that I seem to put others before my self.
my grades are something that embarass me but I know If i tried it would all be different. Now I feel the urge to do well and I will. I'm the most impulsive person you'll ever meet and right now, to me, that is a good thing.
I feel the most mature I have ever felt and I know this will last.
Im done with shit talking and drama.
I just wish everyone else was too
Im done with high school drama and Im done with girls that make petty shit like that their life.
I'm going to be 18 soon. If you think about it...yelling at people online? starting livejournal wars? being jealous of others so I shit talk them? how are these things even real and how do people go on living after doing them? I feel pretty gay about how I acted in the past but Im glad it is all changing now. I realized what an idiot I was and the only way to fix it is to learn from my mistakes. I just think everyone else should do the same.
In conclusion, Im done with drama, Im done with girls who act like their 14 when they'll be 18 soon.
Im done with a bad relationship.
grow up.