...rant...
I took this summer for granted...
I mean...This summer I had:
The greatest fucking Girlfriend in the world...
The greatest band in the world...
A great fucking best friend...
and I could sleep as late as I wanted...
Now I have:
An Ex girlfriend who used me and has now been basicly ignoring me for about a week...
No band...
A "friend" who only comes to pick me up (or hang out)if I have 10 dollars gad money. Even though he works.
Now, I have to wake up at 6 30 AM and It sucks...
I hate the word "Emo" now...
...EMO? argh, I hate that word...Its just being sad...Its an emotion!If you arent sad or mad then your cold...and thats worse than being "Emo".
Itsall just drama and trends...I try not to get into those things...but sometimes you just dont know that your caught in them or it...But we shouldntreallycare...because we're teens...thats what we're here for...Drama, trends, "Teenage angst", heart breaks...
I hate me right now...But then when arent I? Who doesnt hate them selves?
Its just another one of those trends...
...Fucking teenage angst!
I'm so fucking lonely...I feel so stupid...carrying the phone with me everywhere...Thinking some one acually cares and would call me.
I mean...This summer I had:
The greatest fucking Girlfriend in the world...
The greatest band in the world...
A great fucking best friend...
and I could sleep as late as I wanted...
Now I have:
An Ex girlfriend who used me and has now been basicly ignoring me for about a week...
No band...
A "friend" who only comes to pick me up (or hang out)if I have 10 dollars gad money. Even though he works.
Now, I have to wake up at 6 30 AM and It sucks...
I hate the word "Emo" now...
...EMO? argh, I hate that word...Its just being sad...Its an emotion!If you arent sad or mad then your cold...and thats worse than being "Emo".
Itsall just drama and trends...I try not to get into those things...but sometimes you just dont know that your caught in them or it...But we shouldntreallycare...because we're teens...thats what we're here for...Drama, trends, "Teenage angst", heart breaks...
I hate me right now...But then when arent I? Who doesnt hate them selves?
Its just another one of those trends...
...Fucking teenage angst!
I'm so fucking lonely...I feel so stupid...carrying the phone with me everywhere...Thinking some one acually cares and would call me.