Dec 06, 2008 15:15
parasite, parasitic, fake fake fake.
california is calling to us, and the three of us will answer that call. the only people in the world i really have faith in are my two best friends. i know we can do this. i know we have to do this.
it's so strange to have finally let go. love will still squeeze my heart tight when i see him, but it's a nice feeling to have the acceptance that these circumstances are not right; he will be my transition into a real life that i can call my own.
this new year's i resolute to learn to forgive.
most importantly, forgive myself.