Desperation.

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I feel like screaming.
I feel like fucking screaming.

I have so much going on inside of me.
It's unbearable.

I want to scream, from the tops of buildings, with all of my breathe.
I want to scream hard enough, so that it takes all of the air out of my lungs,
so that I can no longer breathe anymore.
So that I can no longer choose, or fuck-up, or make wrong decisions.
So that I can no longer disappoint.
So that I can no longer feel.
I don't want to feel anymore.
I don't want to experience, anymore.