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weeoo today sucked. like yestarday. only worse. i almost had my pot distroyed by steven. i had to do the messy ass burrito dishes. he hasnt been online. this guy im mad at says IM's me and says "we need to talk". i almost had another melt down at lunch.
listen to me complain
let me find something that was good about today. uhm. braces=coming off in like 3 weeks. if that. omfg even that has a bad side. the endodontist(root dentist) thinks my 2 front teeth are going to fall out by the time im like 30. which i know is a long way away but its still scary.
no luck on the boyfriend search. not any ***damn luck.
i want to drive with someone go on a long drive. when we get far away from this place we will buy sour gummy worms and regular gummy worms + drinks. then we will sit and talk. talk talk talk. but the talk wont have anything to do with here or the past. only the future.
im lame stupid and corny. and im hoping for something that wont happen. at least for 2 more long horrible months.
being cooped up in this house for 30 days is driving my insane. just to think i have 60 more to go.
tomorrow im going to beg to go on a walk with spike and if i can. its going to be a very long walk.
im going to shut up cause this makes no sence and i cant keep up with my thoughts.
ugh i have NA tonight. great.
listen to me complain
let me find something that was good about today. uhm. braces=coming off in like 3 weeks. if that. omfg even that has a bad side. the endodontist(root dentist) thinks my 2 front teeth are going to fall out by the time im like 30. which i know is a long way away but its still scary.
no luck on the boyfriend search. not any ***damn luck.
i want to drive with someone go on a long drive. when we get far away from this place we will buy sour gummy worms and regular gummy worms + drinks. then we will sit and talk. talk talk talk. but the talk wont have anything to do with here or the past. only the future.
im lame stupid and corny. and im hoping for something that wont happen. at least for 2 more long horrible months.
being cooped up in this house for 30 days is driving my insane. just to think i have 60 more to go.
tomorrow im going to beg to go on a walk with spike and if i can. its going to be a very long walk.
im going to shut up cause this makes no sence and i cant keep up with my thoughts.
ugh i have NA tonight. great.