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'm feelings... different. poetic? intellectual? privlidged- i feel like.. i know things other people dont. like, maybe i dont need all these people around me. maybe, i should just.... let them go. everyone- just forget them all. i can survive by myself. i like relying on myslef. i wish to trap myself in a small white room. with no food. big windows almost the size of walls. white silk window drapes. sunlight pouring in. a small white comfortor on the floor. i'd stay in that room, and smile and be so happy i'd never have to leave.
that's how i feel right now.
i see bright colors, reflections, swirls, splinters of glass, clouds, tinsle and shineyness just highlights and light and enchantment everywhere.
maybe i should be a mental patient when i grow up.
i need to be alone, for hours.
i need to get a fuckin camera, and loose myslef somewhere good.
that's how i feel right now.
i see bright colors, reflections, swirls, splinters of glass, clouds, tinsle and shineyness just highlights and light and enchantment everywhere.
maybe i should be a mental patient when i grow up.
i need to be alone, for hours.
i need to get a fuckin camera, and loose myslef somewhere good.