it's the way you present yourself for all your worst critics to see
this week, I feel like I'm starting to change. change for the better, I think. for the past two months or so, I haven't been myself. I've been more outspoken, rude, uncaring, and argumentative than I've ever been in my life. this shit isn't me. I felt so vulnerable these past few months..and I finally don't feel like that anymore. I don't feel dependant on anyone else, besides myself. . .and I don't need other people to make me happy. no one can make me happy but myself, so I am. I'm getting my shit straight, going to school, going to the therapist, doing my homework, driving with my parents so I can get my license on time, and talking to my old friends that I've pretty much abandoned the past few months. I'm sorry ya'll, I love you. ;( when I'm not punished, we'll all start hanging out again. I just feel like..this week and next is going to be a fresh start. for everything. school, friends, relationships, everything. I'm going to fucking be positive. I'm going to have a good spring break, a good rest of the school year, and a damn good summer. weee..I feel really good. <3