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i wish i didnt fall so hard for people i dont even know.
hes so amazing.
terrible taste in music,
but who doesnt have that this day and age?
i want to be in love so badly.
i think i could be forcing myself to think i really like him,
then again its so genuine.
its the butterflies, the headrush, the honesty;
that makes me realize how long its been since ive had one of those things..
those...
crushes.
its not all atraction, attention, and things in common
because, well honestly,
hes a skater who doesnt call me often or text me often, and we dont have a
thing in common except for drinking, drugs, and cigerettes.
its gets a little scary how almost perfect it could be when i tell you his name.
he goes by a different name than his real one and it just
happens to be the name i love to death.
and it scares me.
usually the guys i like have this certain...mold?
black hair, black clothes, certain music taste...blah blah blah.
but hes so different from what im usually fawning over.
and its weird when i talk to him, i get all nervous.
and litterally dont really know what to say.
hes a scorpio on libra cusp.
scorpios are the most firey of the water sign.
more direct about stuff and honest,
but mysterious when the conversation turns about them.
and libras are my exact opposite and i seem to have
alot of people that are very close to me that are libras.
ayeyeiyei.
and the new years begins wit a bang!
twothousandeight will be amazing...
i mean the banner is gonna release a new album, as is this is hell, hopefully alkaline trio.
january:gallows, this is hell, cancer bats.
february:converge.
march:bayside.
ALL READY IM LOVIN IT!!
and a new tattoo on the way.