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Apr 26, 2004 17:56

I don't know if I like him. Even if I really did, I don't want to know. I'm just so overwhelmed with emotions now, and ahh... I don't know. Is there another reason to explain why I keep looking out of the door to see if he's there yet? Or any reason why I'd want to turn around to see him laugh before getting satisfied?

I don't want to know. I hate feeling like this. I hate getting mixed up. And people say I like him, well, I wonder... I wonder if he likes me too. Is there any reason why he sighs when I say I have to go? Or why he keeps talking to me?

It's not love a crush. I know it. Somehow when you have a crush on someone, you'd feel all tingly and knotted inside when you see him or turn brick red when he looks your way. But I don't feel that around him. Is there any other reason?

Is there a reason why I feel sad when he's not there?

But there's still tomorrow forget the sorrow
And I can be on the last train home
Watch it pass the day as it fades away
No more time to care no more time too late
If we're goin nowhere
If it's not enough
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

On a lighter note... I'M TURNING FIFTEEN TOMORROW! (: Growing up. Sigh. One more candle to the cake, one step to my grave. I'm not feeling the way I should be feeling. Maybe it's because of him.
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