Manatees

[___crazydiamond]

I'm on my sixth day of sobriety.
well minus the alcohol practically forced upon me.
by my grandparents oddly enough.
I have to say it's much better than I thought it would be.

& something clicked in church last night.
my first drug free mass in years.

I fell in love with a girl last night.
she had the most amazing voice.
& when she smiled I just melted.

I love my family.
sooo fucking much.
I can't wait to see my brother.
he is exactly like me.
he looks just like me.
& weirdly enough.
he is so hot.

I had a ridiculous amount of fun tonight.
my 12 year old uncle & I watched the Wedding Singer.
one of my favorites.
then we did the karokee in the special features.
just imagine.
"do you really want to hurt me" by Culture Club & me.
just music too.
I didn't even have the comfort of Boy George backing me up.

best vacation ever.
♥