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[___crazydiamond]

i know that i will never get rid of this feeling.
i'm empty.
feeling broken.
and waiting.
i'm waiting for you to comfort me.
waiting for you to help me.
for you to need me.

i lay awake at night.
just staring at nothing.
but always thinking of you.
your smile.
your heart.
my heart.
in your hands.
but your hands are long gone.
leaving my heart cold and alone.

so i wait.
for your return.
knowing deep down that it will never happen.
but not being able to accept it.
because it hurts me.
more than anything.
coming to realize that i'm worthless.
pointless.
meaningless.
nothing.

nothing.