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So where should i begin...?
Today? this break
my whole break can be sumed up as
white castle, diner, sleeping on a couch, seeing some friends
and girl friend. Thats right i said it girl friend.
Now before you get all excited for me, let me bring up today(well rather Sundays) events
Well Sat for starter i made my last trip before school to Jills house in washington township(about 50 mins drive)
so anyway another amazing day with jill, went to walmart hung out, but right before i left she got kinda sad, i didnt know why, she really didnt tell me why, she just said she is going to miss home friends or what not. i go home i call her, she is asleep
i wake up early pack for school
the game plan was to hang out all day today because its been 5 years since my dad died, and i am usually in a horrible mood.
around noon i get an IM
I am not going back to WCU today because my dad wants me to go tomarrow
Sorry.
now thats cool, not her fault ill get over it
SO i asked her about last night
then i get
a paragraph, "I dont want to make your day worse but"
"I think we should just be friends"
"something was missing"
that was the biggest kick in the balls ever
Seriously of all time
Granted the past week we wernt a hardcore Relationship because she didnt want to half ass things, as she said
But On Saterday the preceding day she said "Don't think that i dont want to be your girlfriend, because i do,"
HOW do you go from that to, we need to just be friends?
HOW>!?!?!
moving on.
whats this "something was missing" this has probaby been the third or forth time i heard it
I really think i am missing my soul or something i really do
i mean i sold it on ebay for 10 dollars in highschool( wrote on a check 1 soul and no cents) but the fucker didnt cash it.
WTF is that something that all these girls talk about, is it just lies?!?
we talk more and she said something around the lines
I am so used to assholes i have always had guys pretend to be nice then just use me for head or something
she said although you seem legit, i think in the back of my head that these are just lines.
I told her if she wanted i wouldnt even kiss her for months if that what took her to beleive me
i am so pissed, i have never been so rejected in my life, first girl i really have feelings for in over 2 years kick to the face.
we had all these talks on how a great semister we are going to have
its the first night and i already dont want to do anything besides sleep and die
how is that for a first post?
Today? this break
my whole break can be sumed up as
white castle, diner, sleeping on a couch, seeing some friends
and girl friend. Thats right i said it girl friend.
Now before you get all excited for me, let me bring up today(well rather Sundays) events
Well Sat for starter i made my last trip before school to Jills house in washington township(about 50 mins drive)
so anyway another amazing day with jill, went to walmart hung out, but right before i left she got kinda sad, i didnt know why, she really didnt tell me why, she just said she is going to miss home friends or what not. i go home i call her, she is asleep
i wake up early pack for school
the game plan was to hang out all day today because its been 5 years since my dad died, and i am usually in a horrible mood.
around noon i get an IM
I am not going back to WCU today because my dad wants me to go tomarrow
Sorry.
now thats cool, not her fault ill get over it
SO i asked her about last night
then i get
a paragraph, "I dont want to make your day worse but"
"I think we should just be friends"
"something was missing"
that was the biggest kick in the balls ever
Seriously of all time
Granted the past week we wernt a hardcore Relationship because she didnt want to half ass things, as she said
But On Saterday the preceding day she said "Don't think that i dont want to be your girlfriend, because i do,"
HOW do you go from that to, we need to just be friends?
HOW>!?!?!
moving on.
whats this "something was missing" this has probaby been the third or forth time i heard it
I really think i am missing my soul or something i really do
i mean i sold it on ebay for 10 dollars in highschool( wrote on a check 1 soul and no cents) but the fucker didnt cash it.
WTF is that something that all these girls talk about, is it just lies?!?
we talk more and she said something around the lines
I am so used to assholes i have always had guys pretend to be nice then just use me for head or something
she said although you seem legit, i think in the back of my head that these are just lines.
I told her if she wanted i wouldnt even kiss her for months if that what took her to beleive me
i am so pissed, i have never been so rejected in my life, first girl i really have feelings for in over 2 years kick to the face.
we had all these talks on how a great semister we are going to have
its the first night and i already dont want to do anything besides sleep and die
how is that for a first post?