christiaan irvin.
lastnight i had a dream that christiaan was alive.
it was just the wierdest thing.
my dream-
christiaans screen name imed me and it was like
fearelturtle1022:he
fearelturtle1022:y
so like he messed up typing i have no clue why that has such a significance in the dream but yaaa and so i was like SOMEONE is on his s/n
so i imed him back saying get off of christiaans s/n...
and he tried to convince me it was him
and so he said for me to call him
and i did.
480 518 7503. i still remember it.
but ya so it WAS him like he was alive.
and i was liek but i saw you in that coffin and they burried you, and he said well they dug me up yesterday. and im alive they made a mistake.
and then i woke up.
and im hoping to finish this dream.
it is just SOOO wierd.
i miss him way to much.
like its so unhealthy.
i still think abuot him daily.
and yaa i wasnt BESTBESTBEST friends.
but we used to tell eachother everything
and he would help me with my boy shit.
and i would help him with his girl shit.
so i guess since im having this boy shit im thinking about it more.
because he would always have the answers.
the right ones.
and shit would work out.
but right now i have no one to ask about this stuff.
and idk, this dream was just so wierd and i havnt been able to stop thinking about it all day.
i just hope everyone who knew him feels lucky to know him.
and i hope nobody ever forgets about him.
because its just liek hes talked about less and less.
kgfdjdgfklfd.
i miss him.
can you tell?
it was just the wierdest thing.
my dream-
christiaans screen name imed me and it was like
fearelturtle1022:he
fearelturtle1022:y
so like he messed up typing i have no clue why that has such a significance in the dream but yaaa and so i was like SOMEONE is on his s/n
so i imed him back saying get off of christiaans s/n...
and he tried to convince me it was him
and so he said for me to call him
and i did.
480 518 7503. i still remember it.
but ya so it WAS him like he was alive.
and i was liek but i saw you in that coffin and they burried you, and he said well they dug me up yesterday. and im alive they made a mistake.
and then i woke up.
and im hoping to finish this dream.
it is just SOOO wierd.
i miss him way to much.
like its so unhealthy.
i still think abuot him daily.
and yaa i wasnt BESTBESTBEST friends.
but we used to tell eachother everything
and he would help me with my boy shit.
and i would help him with his girl shit.
so i guess since im having this boy shit im thinking about it more.
because he would always have the answers.
the right ones.
and shit would work out.
but right now i have no one to ask about this stuff.
and idk, this dream was just so wierd and i havnt been able to stop thinking about it all day.
i just hope everyone who knew him feels lucky to know him.
and i hope nobody ever forgets about him.
because its just liek hes talked about less and less.
kgfdjdgfklfd.
i miss him.
can you tell?