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from now on, i'll just post whatever i put in my xanga on here.
I seriously think I've been running on 8 hours of sleep for the past 3 days.
I can't go to sleep, and when I do, I can't stay asleep.
My gram would say that I have something on my mind thats keeping me up.
And I do have stuff on my mind.
Pent-up anger, frustration, everything.
Confusion.
Ha, I mean, I'm sitting in last period thinking 'What can I make for dinner?'
That isn't right.
And it doesn't help that my mind is going in twenty directions at once.
I can't concentrate.
I hate school. Wait what? Yeah. Believe it.
I loved school. Now all I want to do is just sit at home and vegitate.
I'm not me anymore.
"Girl, you need to be patient, the day's gonna come.
You'll leave your old baggage behind
No more excuses, no more denials
You're tired and you're drawing the line
You're nobodys lapdog, you're closing that door
You're not you, you're not you anymore."
-the good life
I seriously think I've been running on 8 hours of sleep for the past 3 days.
I can't go to sleep, and when I do, I can't stay asleep.
My gram would say that I have something on my mind thats keeping me up.
And I do have stuff on my mind.
Pent-up anger, frustration, everything.
Confusion.
Ha, I mean, I'm sitting in last period thinking 'What can I make for dinner?'
That isn't right.
And it doesn't help that my mind is going in twenty directions at once.
I can't concentrate.
I hate school. Wait what? Yeah. Believe it.
I loved school. Now all I want to do is just sit at home and vegitate.
I'm not me anymore.
"Girl, you need to be patient, the day's gonna come.
You'll leave your old baggage behind
No more excuses, no more denials
You're tired and you're drawing the line
You're nobodys lapdog, you're closing that door
You're not you, you're not you anymore."
-the good life