Feb 15, 2006 20:06
My other half arrives on Friday, at 430 pm. Lovely !!! and that is when my birthday festivities will take place. And when me and my mother will have a nervous breakdown. But what can I say?
Dont you find it funny when your ex-boyfriend gets wasted and kisses your best friend on the cheek.. who happens to be a guy? My best friend totally FLIPPED OUT and at first it made me pissed cause thats my EX kissing my BEST FRIEND and theyre the SAME SEX! Thats so completely wrong but at the same time hilarious. Macho man aint so macho anymore huh? CHEA
Now im torn between following my heart, and using my head. I got rid of Gist, who was a selfish piece of crap, and now it seems like old feelings are knocking at my door. Best friends urge me to just "go for it", except for one who has no clue. Maybe because she'd be crushed if she knew i still had feelings for him, and so does she. I cant bring myself to do it, so i wont until i know that shes alright with it. Like my mother says, I always have BAD TIMING. Oh well, life goes on.
Im not gonna sit here and stress about old relationships and new feelings. Im gonna live life and have fun, because it could be over before you think.