nothings every promised tomorrow today
And its as if the burden from my shoulders has been lifted. And i couldn't be happier. Now all i have to do is be patient & hope for the best. Im trying to spare her feelings, the poor thing has no clue, but at the same time im tired of not doing things for myself but in turn for others. Ive come to the conclusion that i can stand up for other people, but not myself, i can help other people and not myself and i can find love for others but not for myself. Its weird. Just when you think the storm will go on forever, it finally passes. I am absolutely 100% done with you, forever. No feelings, no attatchments, no heartache. I can be with somebody who cares about me, and i wont have a care in the world. Which is exactly what i intend on doing. Im really loving life right now. Except for the fact that my knee is completely busted and we ran out of ice cream again.